ভেবে দেখেছি অনেকটাই ফাঁপা হলেও হয়ত কোনও এক বিস্মৃত কালে যা আজ মনে হয় আদিমানবের দেওয়ালে প্রথম আঁচড় কাটার দিন কিছুটা সত্য বাঁচিয়ে রেখেছিলাম, কিছুটা সময় তোমার জন্য | আজ এই তাত্ক্ষণিক জীবনের যুগে হঠাত্ ভেবে ফেললে হয়ে যাই অপরাধী হয়ত কখনো ছিল না কিছু এই ঘৃণ্য পাতলা তামাটে চামড়ার তলায় ছিল কেবল ডারউইনের সেই যুগ-যুগান্তরের জড় তপস্যার বর বিস্ময়কর চলমান মানব …
Category: Me and My Life
Too Short a Time
It's too short a time To figure out what's going on Lie awake in my sodium touched nights And wonder why I am where I am, who I am and why I am not otherwise. It's too short a time To both live and know what life is To both be in pain and have …
Conditional Truth
Every day I forget a little more about her. It appears it is that easy, yes, to let go a life that had once been so intense, so essential. Equally frightening is the vacuum here I've discovered beneath all relations. Of course their significance was always limited to the requirement of context. The context of …
Scared
I am not scared of myself only because I haven’t had the time. The time to think about the way I am, the way I think, and my priorities, and my ‘humanity’, if I have been vested with it, and be scared with the results. Haven’t had the time. Especially the humanity part. I don’t …
Perspective sent for publication!
Finally, I finalized my book project and sent Lambert the final manuscript of Perspective. They’ll take some weeks to publish it. Here’s the cover: I was actually wearing a red T-shirt when I took the photo. I photoshopped it to blue, dunno why. Questions are going through my mind now: How do I …